"Lightbulb" shining at it's brightest

Impromptu meet up w Desmond and Bm earlier on Thursday. Cos meeting the Ong brothers was cancelled, and pushed to End May - June.

Headed over to Yishun to meet them up, cos i was craving for Thai food, been long since i last ate Thai cuisine. ><
Suggested Taste or Thailand, and ask Cindy on whether how to head over to the Yishun Industrial Park. Took bus down after meeting them up, and got lost while finding Blk 1001!!

Overall was alright, the Pineapple Fried Rice and Tom Yum Soup was awesome!! The rest was like mehhhhh~ but still able to satisfy my craving, so yup!! :)

 Sambal Kangkong; They said it's awesome.... I don't eat veggie, so no ratings kay! :D

 Fried Kuey Tiao; Phad Thai lookalike, but was alright only.

 Pineapple Fried Rice; IT'S DAMN AWESOME! DEFINITE MUST TRY!

Tomyum Soup; DAMN AWESOME TOO!!!!

 Spicy Pork ordered by Des, not a fan of it, cos i don't really like Pork. Lol. Tried a piece only?

 All the stuffs we ordered, Des was busy eating.... cos he say 'm disturbing him eating with all the "Wait wait wait, i want take photo" thing. Pfft.

Mango Pomelo & Sago for dessert @ Northpoint's Dessert Story. Thank you des for treating yozzzz! :D

Be a brightest lightbulb w the cute couple, but well.... maybe i should stop liao! hahahaah!

Headed home after dessert.

Accounting paper on Tuesday, and i knew nuts about it. Just recv my Accounting Mid Semester Test Result, thank you Clement for informing, just passed with 15.3/30.0. Sigh, really disappointed with it, it's really a sign to buck my Accounting up liaoz ):

Right now, really hope my inidividual assignment result get DID or sth, cos i really have no high hopes on my paper on Tuesday. Sighpiezzzzzzzzz

Events after events lined up after exams, I REALLY HOPE EXAMS END EARLIERRRRR!!!

Chalet on 10th-11th May, Adventure Cove pushed to 14th May, and i gonna look for another flexible part time job if possible, needa work + save as much as possible. >< Have too much things to get.

Joe Finch replied me, but he's not in Singapore till end of June, win liao lor.... Inking of my dreamcatcher needa push back liao lor. ): Alrdy planned the placement and size, and stuffs.... Sigh, i wish i could go earlier than 12th May, so that i can get it done fast. 

Alright, signing off w my brunch earlier on!! :D 

Till then.....

Xoxo, YJessica

NYPLD's Freshies Orientation

Headed over to school for Organisation Behaviour paper, didn't sleep the whole night, and was struggling to memorize as many theories as possible, or i can say 'm struggling to memorize those i THINK will come out, i risk and pick a few only. My brain isn't working out well, and 'm not at my best condition as well. :/

Wanted to take 156 to school, like 'll have ample time to study in bus, ended up... the next 156 bus was like bloody 16mins, gave it a miss... and headed to Ave 8 to take 74 instead.

My morning was not bad yet, hot soccer dude sat beside me all the way till Bukit Timah. WAH BEST JOY OF LIFE. Okay kidding, he's not exactly that hawt. Lol. My eyecandies are better. -Ok, inside joke uh people-

Met up w Nad outside Grand Hall, and kept pumping our notes into our brains, feel like just burned and drink it. Pfft.

Anyw guys, do you guys ever ever ever ever ever sat a paper, and when u flip the paper, all 8 questions was there, sitting in the paper staring back at you, and you've not a fucking idea what was it? Yes, that happen to me ytd. 8 bloody fucking questions, none i studied before. NONE. And all you can do was turn your head around to see if anyone was the same as you.
Trying to search for answer by staring @ the clock, and back to my paper. My answer for Short Answer Question was like phrases, bet it can't even be sentences.
My answer for Long Question Answer, was like short answer. Can't even hit a proper half a page.
Right now, i really just wish for a PAP or CRC STILL for my OB paper, PLEASE! )':

Waited for the time for us to be able to submit our script, and headed out to Megabites to look for the girls.
Met up w JK awhile, and damn... I just accompanied him to walk from Megabites to 4.07B, still tell me he wants to talk to me. BULLSHITZ LAH THIS GUY!! LOLOLOLLLL.

Went back to Megabites and headed down to Town straight. Stayed @ Tangs Orchard for quite sometimes, and 'm so fascinated by so many makeup products. Okay, just shut up if you 'm really cmi, soon to be 21yo and i knew nuts about make ups. SORRY OKAY, I REALLY NOT USED TO HAVING STUFFS ON MY BARE FACE. Lol.

After which, headed over to Takashimaya for Ladurée. We went around to search for it, and OMGAHHHH THE SHOP CONCEPT IS SO..... NICE AND PRETTY.

All photos credit to Aisyah! :)

Angie bought one of the Macarons to try, and turns out............ It was alright, still comparable w TWG's ones, her feedback was, "Both levels are the same, but if have to choose, 'll still choose TWG over Ladurée cos of the same level, Ladurée is overpriced"

So headed back to B2, and buy macarons from TWG back home for my family to try!! A box of 12 macarons! Ah.... life's good like that yozzzzz.

Went back to AMK, and parents fetched me back home, too lazy to travel back myself. Went home to changed out, and again.... parents sent me over to NYP. THANK YOU PAPA, MAMA AND FURBALLZ! -insert loves-

8 freshies came over for NYPLD's Orientation, 4 girls, 4 guys. Was pretty shock that the Tengyang guy appear too, wonder would he ever stay. Haha!


Story telling about NYPLD, introducing every details one by one.


Back stage people for liondance of the day!


Gary all prepared to demonstration alpha for lion head! :)




Introducing of Kirin to the members!

 Performing of Dragon dance, i was the one taking Dragon ball, so i was making them gng round and round and round making all of us so giddy. LOL. When will be my turn to take one of the dragon body?! T___T


Backstage pple for Dragon dance.

And below are all the demonstration alpha for Lion dance backstage and trying out the lion heads! :)

Was a pretty successful and joyful orientation this year, upgraded to Alumni Stage 2 with Mandy and Shaun. As for Phoebe, Charmaine and Weizhe, congrats for upgrading to Alumni right now, and happy graduation guys! :)
Good luck for the remaining juniors to bring up NYPLD again! :)

Thank you coach for forsaking his work and girlfriend, and come down for this Orientation. :) Thanks 韩大哥 for coming down to help out as well, and coach formally introduce him as NYPLD's 另外一个教练. DOUBLE YAY.

Had a short meeting w Coach regarding Ngee Ann City Zonal Competition, and the current plan was to out 2 teams. 1 team all guys, and 1 team all girls. And 'll be the drummer for the girls team. T_____T
Charmaine wanted me to be her lion head, but as you see.... 've been avoiding lion head for like 4 years, and i bet Coach clearly knows i don't wanna be head, so he put me as drummer. This plan will only exist, IF EVER EVER THE 4 NEW GIRLS STAYS IN NYPLD LA.
So see how, maybe running back to Team NYP and be cymbal or Luo again. Lol, my same old usual stuffs.


Headed back to Mrt station w Weizhe and 韩大哥, and went home after that.

Oh yes, 韩大哥 will be our coach for the next following weeks as well, cos Coach himself can't make it, as he'll be tied down to work @ Bali. Sighpiez yozzzzzzzzz.


Okay, update finish. Till then......


Xoxo, YJessica

C, thanks for everything

We may not be able to last so long like other couple.
But definitely u've gave me the best memories for 2 months. Although I have been really really (I swear I did) gave u a super hard time and stuffs. Despite me saying I wanna give u space and stuffs, but I really did push you to your limits and been making u suffocate, after looking back and all.

Thanks for tolerating my insecurity, my nonsense, my attitude and stuffs. Though I really want to make this relationship last, and make you my last one, but like u say.... it's for the best for us.

I swear to god, u're the first boyfriend we've a proper closure, talk things out, talk our problems out and realize how much this relationship is a burden to us.
It's like a huge rock down right? :')

I sincerely wish you all the best for your BMT, dropped down to your ideal weight ah! Get into SCS if ever possible, or OCS if they don't see educational level anym! Yknow u've the potential to lead ppl well! :)
Takecare of yourself for the upcoming outfield in June, drink enough water to hydrate yourself, cos tekong's weather is being a bitch really. Haha!

All the best for your Ngee Ann City zonal and finals as well. U'll definitely see me there one, we've the same hobby yknow.
Shall see you around in July at your competition ground (or maybe mine, if miraculously u will wanna watch traditional zonal comp.) LOL!

We'll always be the Charlesssssssss and Ah Yap friendship to each other ya? :)

U've been a awesome boyfriend definitely.
Still as perfect as ever, really. U gotta trust me for this, if u're reading this. :)


Till then.

Xoxo, Ah Yap. :)

One paper down

Slept at 6am earlier on, cos 'm hard core mugging for P&M, can't afford to fail and don't want to fail.

Was kinda in a depression mode earlier on, yknow the feeling of mental breakdown? Okay, maybe i, myself also don't really understand mental breakdown, but it's like u really wish you could just literally lie there and die if it's ever possible. And hope that you can don't wake up and face the reality, face a new day, cos yknow it's gonna be a drag.
Or the feeling of just crying out loud, instead of weeping silently at night, in the hope it helps to lessen your burden in your heart, and able to clear some thoughts.

That's how 'm feeling, even right now. I wish i could just shut the world off right now. Like for real.

Thanks to all the sudden gush of exam pressure. I never feel a tingle of stress last week, not even on last Saturday. I guess panic mode just love to come to me last minute.
And because of this, i think it kinda srsly make me moodswing to the max.

But whatever it is, thanks Angie for texting me the whole night on Sunday, telling me to pull through P&M paper, and ofc all the craps we're talking about. #summer2013challenge tgt okay dear, ;)

Headed to school 2 hours before the paper commenced ytd, last minute studied through, and nothing went in... Struggled for the Monopolistic Competition, Monopoly, Perfect Competition, and also all those Profit Maximizing and what loss make by the firms. Dang. But still, thanks Sheena and Nad for trying very hard to make me understand, and definitely Clement for 24/7 stand by WhatsApp to answer all my P&M questions.

A 2 hour paper, squeeze dry all my brain juice, like yknow pssssssst all the brain juice out. Really rack my brain for the paper, i don't know if you guys have this "mentally worn out" or the "empty brain" feeling after your paper and then all u can think is to do sth to make you feel conscious again.

Feel so so so so pressurized when doing the 60 MCQ, staring at questions after questions, racing after the time. It sounds easy  to take a paper with just MCQ questions, but 4 options choose 1 is not as easy as you think.

Compared some of the answers with the girls after the paper, and 'm always the odd one out, make me feel even more demoralized, and afraid that 'll flunk again. Sighpiez x a million tonnes of time. I really need to pass all the modules for this sem, 1.6k per module is really a huge sum of money. Sigh.

OB paper tmr, since it's already past midnight, please let whatever i studied and memorized come out. Not much really gets into my brain yet. Please tell me all the papers will be alright for me, and please tell me everything gonna be alright. I still need assurance at the end of the day no matter what. :'(


And a last impt note (IMO!!!!!), whoever ever wanna take degree in SIM, and if you're those who've no motivation to study, slow in learning, procrastinate on EVERYTHING, no self-disciplined (LIKE ME!). Please please please, listen to my advice, don't take any course in UOL. I can't even coped in RMIT University, don't say UOL.
You really hafta be self motivated and self disciplined if you're studying under UOL, i really envied all my friends who're in UOL, or gng to be part of UOL.
You guys are great... please survive through your finals in May, you guys can do it!

And to all my gfs and my clique in RMIT (if ever ever they're reading it), PLEASE ENDURE. Our 2nd sem is gonna end soon, let's all strive for the best tgt, till our last paper on 10th May.
Though i really don't know if i can survive through myself. )':


Till then.

Xoxo, YJessica.

Clubcrawl 2013 @ NYP, Part 2

Just as i said in the previous post i left out some of the photos, cos 'm waiting for Mandy jie to send/ upload it to us.

Also gotta thanks Ci en for coming down to look see look see using her half day off! Xie xie ni hen duo.
-insert lovesssss-

All these photos are day 2 of club crawl! Having last min rehearsal by the carpark outside all the clubroom. Rmbr those days we trained at the very same place for our dragon. Ohmy, i really wanna run dragon again, wonder when 韩大哥 r gna get us gather and train tgt. :/

Our (NYPLD's) two first-ever Qilin performers! NYPLD never performed Qilin before, so it's really the first time since 1995?


Don't ask me why i didn't change out properly. Was in a rush to print the flyers for day 2, slept for 2-3 hours earlier on, half of the brain still asleep, printed wrongly... Printed A3 size instead of A4, thanks to Rayden for bringing the $ to rescue me. :) Although he mistook SHS and SBM block, nvm... jie jie forgive you. LOL.

 Group photo w the performer, sorry guys.... cos my luo really cmi! ): Forever can't catch the first beat ):

 Coach tying the 'green' up on the bench for KK!

All the last min preparation. I think i was telling Teck Kong about the Teng yang guy who sat there to watched our performance, and Teck kong was like "Where, where, where, what, who, show leh".

And during the performance, thank you Cien and Mandy for the photos, and thank you Phoebe for the video! :)

 Awesome performance by KK and Weizhe!! No matter how much people criticized us, the current members, us knew you guys had did well!

With my Mandy jie!!!

Awkward photo, cos we're changing half way out, and Mandy was like "Take photo, take photo". Lol.
Anyhoooo, this is Phoebe! :D


And with Mandy, Cien and Phoebe. 为何我的头发开叉. T___T


And lastly.... group photo for the day!!! :D

 Love die all my mates, no matter the new batch or the older batch, thanks for dropping by, thanks for helping out, thanks for staying by each other throughout all the tough times. And thanks Teck Kong for dont mind himself bring "auto-insert" into NYPLD, without his consent. I know he's not gna mind himself having 2 CCA. Lol.
 我们的一条心, muack muack..... Lol.


Anyw, something big happen in NYPLD's FB ytd, cos of our previous drummer directly shoot all NYPLD on how incompetence we're. No matter how much you despise us, and left us eventually... we aren't as bad as you thought. And worse thing ever happen, is he still have the cheek to mention Coach's FB, and say he wanna personal chat with coach, i don't know what give him the balls to do that.

But oh well, it's still settled in the end, and let sooooo many ppl see the joke, no choice but to private the video, and reupload another one. Sigh so troublesome.




Having my first paper tmr, and i hope whatever happen this week will be settled soon, and ofc 'm able to mend things back properly. *pray really hard*

So, i gonna hit the books soon (i guess lah, i loading Running Man now), and the weather is too perfecto to snuggle inside bed and ofc to cuddle, but i still got paper to sit tmr.
Hope P&M would be do-able cos i don't wanna flunk again. ): Wednesday will be another super dry and theory-based paper.
Sometimes, i hope i can just die today, and will never ever gonna sit for exams again, but on the other hand...... i still want my degree cert. ): Sighpiezzzzzzz.

And hopefully Joe will reply me soon, and there's slot on next Thursday or Friday, so i can get it done before heading to Adventure Cove w my girls after exams.
*pray hard pray hard*

To side track a little, NYPLD's orientation on next wednesday after my paper, and also to meet the Ong brothers on Thursday, like super rush. Mehhhh~


Will blog again, hopefully no more emotional post guys, 'm getting sick of my moodswings too. :/ Till then...


Xoxo, YJessica.