piles and piles of assignments undone. HAIZZZZZ LAH ):
cca giving so many problems also, lucky many are solved on last saturday! guess it's th last resort for it.
and lucky last sat's defu lane training was cancelled as well. really happy........

tmr will be having formal presentation alrdy. 'M GODDAMIT NERVOUS.
reason?! i don't know why, i jus afraid that i wld drag my team members down, i think i wld stutter. yes i would. zzzzzz

and another thing, i haven't get my pay, i can't buy my slipper, and last day of work next sunday. i dont know where got lobang find job, another siannnn thing ):

that's all, hafta continue my assignments alrdy. WALAO EH! :/

hell yes, 'm back t blog, but am gonna leave soon as well. LOL!

don't ask me how 'm doing. school's was all about assignments/projs/cms/equiz blablabla.
wanna die instantly, when it's only 3RD DAY OF TH WEEK. -.-

monday, was released @ 11am, as usual, stayed back t do Comms Skill ppt, since we hafta hand in th next day.
yes, i stayed till 2pm, w th last hour spent w yun, nini and jas. watching them eat.

went home, and done up w th Comms Skill elaboration point, and send t th rest, so it's easier fr them t explain as well.

tuesday, late fr IP lect and cmaths lect was total bore.
headed off for Comms Skill lesson after having break w th rest (:

mtfucking lai ang kept thinking she's right when th fact that she's contradicting herself all th time,
and w her using of  "strongly encourage" that start fr EACH AND EVERY sentence, nb, keep reject every grp's idea.
doesn't even know why is she so demanding. having problems w our own topic nao,
but we're so gonna STICK t it, and NEVER CHANGE. like hello, next week present,
1 week t change topic, change ppt and everything, bet her brains not functioning. dotsssssssssss

done up marketing report alrdy, and hv psycho's report t do again, and hafta hand up next week.
imma so busy, until i wld become a total school freak -.-
tmr, 'm having training, and there's so many probs in our troupe :/ friday, 'm having my IP quiz, which i haven't even go through in cms -.-
sat, hafta go back school t do troupe's admin and notice board thing, and headed down t defu lane fr training.

monday, hafta stay back and rehearse fr CS's presentation, WHAT'S W TH PROFESSIONAL SHIATZ? -.-

KAY, I WANNA DIE NAO! ):

sudden urge of buying birkenstock's florida red! (: cost dont know how much, but hv alrdy psycho my parents fr letting me buy it, since my black Cotton On slipper died on me, and my grey is th last one standing, w dirty soles and it's like ripped off! ):
so it's better t buy a better one!!!!! (:

i wanna find new job soon, any job recommendations?!

till then....................................

i still don't know should i go defu lane training tmr not.
cos i don't think i cld wake up on time, and if i was t go, 'll be damn late, which like dotsssssssss ):
howhowhowhowhow?!

but anyw, school's hectic!!! ):
and more projs coming up, i wanna diediediediedieeeeee! ):

'll blog again soon okay! till thennnnnnnnnn

when i know time isn't the best solution.
i still choose it.
when i know i couldn't handle all those stuffs tgt.
i still juggle them tgt.

when does 24 hours is ever enough for each and everyone of us?!

've school, training, defu lane training and work coming up.
it feel so tense. and i feel like giving up.

and yes, i wanna put all things aside, 'm running away from it. seriously.

bahhhhhh, i feel hungry at this time. till then................

aiyahhhhh, i forget t blog again, and 'm so lazy t blog yknowwww!
cos my school for this week, is like packed, and i don't have a single day that went home BEFORE 2PM -.-

and sidetrack a little, if it's true that bb 9780 hv this, i chop chop changing t this! WAHAHAHAH! :D
cos i jus googled bb 9780 red, and they hv news that rumoured that bb is launching limited red bb 9780! hehe
trust me, i don't lie! LOL!

having cmaths 2 quiz on monday (8th nov), and i don't know a single shit, four qns, 've done one onl.
and i handed up t bettylow. ): ): mad demoralising fr maths ):
hv make up lesson @ 12nn, and we're like released on 11am, so hafta nua w classmates @ south again.
ekin didn't come, which makes me a lonely girl th whole day, actually no lah, i can still survive w th rest of my classmates (:

tuesday (9th nov) lesson make me wanna cry even more harder. lucky cmaths lecture were cancelled, due t lecturer heading fr reservice, and also i skipped th last lect again. :D :D when th rest went fr it,
th moment, i hear my Yr 1 DCN lab teacher talking, i feel like running away so badly. :/

wednesday (10th nov), supposedly ending school @ 2pm, but having make up lesson AGAIN fr th deepavali lesson that we missed.
stayed in school till 330pm w classmates, and during th period, ate icecream w them, dicussing comms skill ica2 and also played monopoly deal. boringgggg ttm!
headed t ltn5 t hv IP make up lesson then..........

then on thursday (11th nov), lesson ended early, and we skipped IS lecture again. :D :D
headed out of school, and went t change my slipper, like damn, my black slipper strap snapped, which give me another good reason t buy slipper againnnnnnnn! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D i wanna buy red one! hehehehe
went back t school, slept inside clubrm awhile, and danny came, followed by guanwei, packed up on clubrm, and i bloody saw th dead roach in clubrm. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
supposedly waiting fr eunice t get our formal passport taken @ Seletar Broadway, but she's late, so we didn't go, as Jiji also reached and training starting.
jie lin gu training again, fr Chengsan CC big day, kinda get a grip of it alrdy. and Jiji saw we improved!!! YAY!
heading up and down clubrm and storerm, cos me and shuihua was so lacking lacking lacking of water. wanna dieeeee! ):
headed home @ 10plus.

lastly, on friday (12th nov), school ended, and took 45 down t Seletar Broadway t hv my formal passport photo taken, not bad seh, their service good also. wahahahah!
walked down t amk hub and meet th rest fr dinny.
ate @ Jubilee's subway, helped jiale's tabao as she couldn't make it in time...
girls' talk, and planned t go hgpt t continued instead.
chatted till 11plus 12mn, and we headed home seperately. so much of stuffs said, but haven't say finish!!! hahah!

as fr today, 'm going t collect all my spree items, as they've reached sg alrdy, and accompany parents t Giant. yahooooooo! :D

end w this. :D i jus found it recently! MAD CUTEEEE! ^^

till thennnnnnnnnnnn...........................................................

back. (:

friday and saturday was spent w baby and family. on th 17th Nov, imma accompany my parents alrdy :D :D

so friday (5th Nov), headed t meet baby fr shopping @ orchard, cos he wanted t shop.
bought tee + shorts, while baby bought tee + pants. from th same shop. wanted t buy some red slippers from NUM. but none is nice -.- and i swear armani exchange slipper is way nicer!!!!
supposed t go home @ 9plus, but went t find baby's momma and sissie. then headed off t hgpt t drink some stuffs. home @ around mn. omgawdddddd!

while saturday (6th Nov), supposedly family day, but then baby's momma birthday, hafta celebrate.
went t Suntec's Kuishinbo makan and headed t some lounge that baby's momma always visited, they have their drinks.
while baby and me hv orange juice and cocktail, headed off @ 1am ++.

sunday (7th Nov), which is today, parents fetch me t work! YAY (L).
work was damn boring, huiling, lihui and christiana drop by t chat fr a while, and they headed off fr shopping @ FEP.
saw norvin and girlf and friends around too, chatted awhile w norvin.... lol!
ladyboss came t stock check, and see whether hv sales not. LUCKY I GOT $14.90. PHEW MAN!
else she's going t nagnagnagnagnag! -.-

baby came t find me after that, and hv dinny tgt, headed t withdraw cash out tgt, and deposited tgt @ amk -.-
went back home after that.

tmr gonna have Cmath equiz, and i know nutsssss, see how i die tmr ): tutorial i also havent do,
and 'm so dead tired sleepy nao. gonna head off t sleep soon instead.

and i feel like getting bb 9780, i don't know how t tell parents abt it, when my phone is still so nice and good,
jus that it rusted fr some parts -.-

till then...............................................

i hasn't been bloggingggg!!! again.

i don't feel like blogging this week, my school life began t be so hectic nao.
with trainings coming up, and those schoolwork piling up, with nobody helping me. awwww man! it suck t not have any girlfriends being same class as you. ):

so monday (1st Nov), short day, but my comms skill grp members decided t stay back after our last lesson w another group which include Arif, Hadi, Yuanhui, Lifang and Benson.
so went down t South Canteen t eat w all of them, headed off t Blk E t try out on our team activity.
as usual, ekin and me are always th slackers in our group, we onl do eye power initially,
but gradually, we started t hv our own ideas added into th game (:
left early w ekin, as we're damn sleepy, and 'm hungry tooooo!

headed home, and snooze!!!! (:

tuesday (2nd Nov), HAPPY 17TH MONTHSARY t Babyfatzzz! :D
headed over t tamp t eat Mos Burger, i know it's damn stupid, but it's been really long ever since we last stepped in Tamp. and another reason, was that, i was busy working during holiday, and baby having his attachment, thus we never went out tgt.
bought another red watch, which cost onl $3.90, tbl tahan, showed off t my parents when i reach home. LOL!

wednesday (3rd Nov), coach didnt came ytd, and he call Jiji t coach us for a day.
fucking stressful, when my whole body jus don't synchronize well, plus having lack of sleep didn't help either.
and also, i guess 'm helping out Chengsan CC's big day on 26th Dec as well, which made me even more pressured.
as 've so much problems w festive drums' movements + drumming. how th eff can i get involve? )':
guess 'm jus lack of confidence. plus it's big day, i jus afraid i didn't do it well...... and 'm afraid it didn't turn out well.
nearly broke down on th spot, and totally giving up, when all th beats, even th easy one i also can't followwwww! i guess i should sleep early every night before training.
glad t say, training changed t thursday next week onwards, and i can hv ample rest on wed!!!!

jus hope that i can hold on t my stand well, and perform well...

thursday (4th Nov), today supposedly going out w my girls, but due t lack of sleep, and 'm in a switching-off mode again.
thank god i bought my itouch t school tday, ekin didn't come. and 'm alone during NISM lecture.
fucking boring...... occupied w hungry shark and angry birds halloween well, for an hour.
headed home straight after releasing an hr early, and napped.
but was woke up by parents, as i need t tag them along t th bankkkkkkkkkk......

headed t LongHouse t makan dinny w parents after that. <3

till then.................................