Awesome 2 days of DONG DONG CHENG!!!

school as usual, after the first main two days of CNY. DAMN BORED I TELL U. but i went out w my parents almost everyday! LOL.

went t Jiale's house t have catch-up session + steamboat and gambling on Thursday after school.

texted w Shui hua abt some CCA stuffs, and pb texted me t help out coach in Weijin on weekends. I WAS EXTREMELY HAPPY PLS. finally able t see my friends over @ coach's troupe. cos other than my family, poly friends, and Danny (used to be), they entertained me the most.


DAY 1, LION DANCE:
so i met up w PB @ the busstop right outside blk 30 @ 730am ytd, and i was like damn happy t finally see Ah Seng and all of them. changed and went t chu sai chu sai after that.

first stop was as Potong Pasir w coach, jiajie they all and second stop is NUS (have been there fr consecutively three years), didn't do anything much. just helping helping Teck Kong out, cos he was in the Dragon mascot, have t bring him around though.

literally done nothing till when we gonna go in and perform for the less fortunate, ah bao was like, "eh, 你的男朋友出狮啊？" damn awkward.... when i told him we already broke off and finish. ah bao was like "HUH WHAT O.O?????" explain t him, and he finally understands and told me stuffs, that i think it not nice t blog here. LOL

third stop, coach is the driver, and the rest of us sit behind. COACH DRIVING, YOU'LL FEEL LIKE YR HEAD FLYING OFF. okay, actually all of them speed most of the time. i jus thought that my face would fly off today, will get t there later.....
headed straight t CCK t eat, and t coach's friend house to cai qing. saw Danny's troupe lorry. but i only saw Zhaoyang. LOL.
coach was like asking me, "Eh danny 今天出哪里?", cos coach doesn't know anything abt us. awkward ttm. but well... thanks jiajie for helping and giving me a stair t walk down. LOL.
he was like whispering t coach, that we're not tgt alrdy. and coach was like O.O and tried t act calm. LOL ttm. epic face.
went straight down from CCK t Marine Parade cos we're running late, and again... 2nd time see Danny's troupe lorry. LOL. teck kong was like "EH EH EH EH".

and i really wonder how news spread... when our lorry reach Marine Parade, Jiji, ahbao all of them was like, "Eh Jessica, 我看到 Danny 叻" and their cheeky faces. bet they all know alrdy, especially Jiji grinning like he's all well-prepared t tease.

Marine Parade performances was awesome shit, one long dragon, split into 3 parts. DAMN COOLIO MILO (Y)
and oh, i have a h2h talk w coach as well. OH MAN, I REALLY LIKE THIS COACH OF MINE.
he was like encouraging me and stuffs, despite me turning my back against this CCA back when 'm still w Danny. CRAP.

went out t Old Airport Road w one of the twin brother and w pb + gw.
tabao 35 packets of hokkien mee, and the aunty chua tio, when i said, "Aunty, hokkien mee 35 packets". LOL.

rushed down t 春到河畔 @ the floating platform, t watch them perform dragon.

split lorry and headed back t Geylang lor 35 t send the Thailand Weijin ppl back t rest + sleep, and ate dinner over there.

DAY 2, LION DANCE:
woke up @ 645am, but i fell asleep while charging my phone, rush t prepare and took 854 down t defu, was late for 15mins, but well... still not that late though. ;)
makan and took Ah seng's lorry down t Tampines w ying jia, jiajie, pb, gw, zy and qm.
reach too early, and we ah seng drive us t TM, for yingjia and jj buy their 4D. -______-
headed back, and then realise the address given was wrong. but in the end we still find our way back.

next stop t Singapore Island Country Club (Thomson) to meet up w the rest of the lorries. THE SUN NEVER GIVE CHANCE. i nua all the way, never touch and never help anything. maybe perhaps awhile of cymbal only. after that went around the country club t perform, and the rest leave first t Lornie Road's Singapore Island Country Club.
we ate after finish everywhere @ Thomson's one, finally able t sit down and chatted w them. i got entertained by them, and they got entertained by teasing me -____- AS USUAL AH.

headed down t Lornie Road's one, t continue the 230pm performance.
i hit cymbal for a while, after snatching it from chou hong. hehehehe ;b half way through, we gotta leave first for CCK again.
this time round w, huili, ahxing, pb, gw, jiji and two thais. chop chop finish CCK one, and we headed off t buy drinks. JIJI'S WELFARE DAMN GOOD PLS. non stop treating us drinks. i drank lotsa drinks for the whole day, and only take one meal. AND 'M ALRDY DAMN FULL.

headed back t Bishan from CCK for another performance, and was chatting w Jiji w all sorts of stuffs. man.... coach they all really have been in lion dance for so long alrdy. envy much.

last stop @ Bishan was AWESOME! limited ppl, but still i didn't help much. and Jiji was the drummer, he used Jielinggu's drum beats, drum rhythm into the cai qing drum. and the best part is, huili and guoyong still can hit the cymbal nicely. damn synchronize plssssss!!!!! too bad i didn't take video down ):

left the house, and was walking at the back w Jiji, and we saw a "Lost Cat advertisement", Jiji was like telling me, "eh... 那只猫在外面都有叻... 我们去抓一只same one, then 放 red collar 就可以了...我们可以拿钱了..." i gave him a -_____ - face, and tell him he's damn lame and boliao. AND GUESS WHAT HE TOLD ME????
he say he damn smart and handsome, this method also can think out. omgggggg!!!!!!

but well... at least 'm entertained. LOL.

headed back t Defu, changed, took bus w Cheeseng and went home after that.

rushing my MAD project w qx's help right now. SHE'S MY 女神 SIAL!!!!! <3 hehehehe

Brand new start

so it's been a very tough one week... cos my relationship w Danny for 1 year 2 weeks, ended officially on the day before CNY. damn stupid, i don't know why he chose that day. but oh well.... it's kinda hard for me t accept this damn harsh fact.
was emo-ing since last thursday, cos he wanted time, and we didn't really broke up till Sunday.

went t find QX and SY last thursday @ QX house, and i was like flooding the room. fyi, it was my second time falling so hard AGAIN. the first one was Benjamin, no doubt 'm gonna say him. and next, would be Danny.
but well, ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END RIGHT? hehehe, would really love t thank him and his family for the wonderful one year, and ofc good luck to him and his current new girlfriend ;)

i must really thank my family, my poly girlfriends esp qx and yun and definitely D and coach as well. thanks so much for helping me t pull though and encouraging me!!!! <3

been too much.....

been too much to handle this three days. don't ask me what happen. 'm still coping w the stress + reality that happen.

being MIA, nobody cares........ fb, twitter, blogger. u won't see me there much often for this few weeks....

feelings....

'm a person who always is the weak one when come in relationship. 'm very dependent on my boyfriend...
but when it comes to something weird happen, such as...
1) my boyfriend typed sth weird on twitter/fb
2) my boyfriend doesn't text me the whole day, or call
3) reply really short text msges
4) hiding his status
5) changing photos etc etc
i will tend to feel so insecure and all the negative thoughts will came into my mind straightaway... that's me.
'm always afraid that someday my boyfriend will leave me for another girl, cos i never feel confident for myself for being the 'one' for my boyfriend.
i always think 'm not up-to-the-standard kind, and will throw my boyf's face if he brings me out.
it always been like that... no matter how hard i tried to change this thinking, it fails badly.

so i realise some things in FB tdy. and this make me feel so insecure, i bet i can't get t sleep tonight.

it's like the slightest thing... i don't know why my mind would always exaggerate it to the extreme. it's always mind over heart.
even it doesn't mean anything, my mind jus would tell me it would happen one day. and like this...i ended up crying for no fucking reasons.
i hate myself like this... it's so tiring.

and now.... 'm questioning my own boyfriend, and this feeling got worse. when it got worse, i wanted t ask so much and clear my own doubts. but i ended up ending the conversation myself, and feeling even more worse.

srsly... i don't think 'll sleep well tonight

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but no matter what, i still love this boy so much. <3

Youtube: My once in a time entertainment

when i got bored, i youtube (apart from fb/twitter), sometimes i funshion-ed.
but whenever i watch show in funshion, i will ended up typing for the theme songs in Youtube. LOL.

so i got hooked up on the NANA anime again, which i was head-over-heels that time during holiday. hehehehe, u can read here: http://yapjessica.blogspot.com/2011/09/3-days-on-50-episodes.html

went Youtube to search for all the songs that NANA anime have, manage to find some and have alrdy put into my phone. hehehehe :b









will update again! <3

Our 365 days of luv

SO........................... as promised will be blogging on Baby and mine First Year Anniversary!!!! <3

4th Jan falls on a Wednesday which is really good, cos i have no school and baby always release damn early that day.
woke up @ 11 plus and prepared but fell asleep while choosing clothes -___- baby called me up @ 130pm, telling me he alrdy released from school :/
rushed and change and headed down t Amk immediately. check SG Nextbus, and it showed that 've to wait for 88 for like 32mins?!?!?!? FML HARD. check on 159 and rushed down t Hgpt there t take 159.

cos the present i prepared fr baby require me t develop one photo, and i drag and drag and thinking 'aiya, i can print in the afternoon, sure got time one'. so in the end, as expected, I TOTALLY HAVE NO TIME -___-
baby check up on me t see where am i, so i told him i was @ Jubilee waiting fr the photo to finish developing. but FML HARD once more, cos he caught me preparing his present. SURPRISE MAJOR PHAIL!!!!! );

went down t Novena, which is really OMG FREAKING BORED CAN!!! we spend 4 hours there doing nothing. worst day ever. and 've got totally no mood t do anything. cos i haven't eat breakfast, lunch or whatever.

baby brought me t United Sq, and the weather is killing. and jus nice we saw BK have a board stating "Vanilla Cone $0.50" HELL YEAH WE GNG IN TO NUA.

and SURPRISINGLY, Golden Hill BK is the best BK 've go evarrrr! i like the furnitures and the atmosphere... it's so homely. definitely a place that i will go if i wanna go study. AWESOME I TELL U.

i tell u, their kitchen is damn special also!!! they prepare the burger right infront of yr eyes. OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! i wanna go back there to dine in @ BK. I DONT CAREEEE!!!!! LOL

was licking my icecream (fyi, i eat icecream damn slow), and baby long ago finish eating his. he demanded me t give him his Anniversary present, so i told him t turn around and not t peep!

he kept peeping, irritating!!!

he returning me my icecream, cos i busy taking out his present. LOL

so he was like looking thru and stuffs, which i proudly tell him I DIY MYSELF. for those who know me, know that i SUCK @ designing, DIY stuffs. and srsly i think my brain doesn't even have a single bit of CREATIVE JUICE. but heck lah. LOL

'M SO SORRY IF THIS POST IS FULL OF MY BOYF'S PHOTOS. can't be blame. he's too perfect fr my eyes. SO MUST BLOG MORE! LOL

I DIY MYSELF HOH!!!!

the DIY envelope w the DIY card i gave him!!!

he was explaining the sticker should put on top, and act like a stamp. LOL

after opening his present, we went t United Sq t walk around. cos we have alrdy booked a table for us @ Vienna International Buffet Restaurant.

I TELL U, UNITED SQ'S STARBUCKS IS DA BEST IN TOWN!!!! the building structure, the 落地窗 OMG MAN!!!! AND BEST OF ALL, IT'S TWO-STOREYS!!! damn cosy. another plus point for United Sq despite the sian-ness inside it.
baby even suggested next time we should only go there and study + nua. LOL.

waited desperately for dinner, and i got really pissed off w the time. and show a lil attitude, cos the day wasn't well-planned. ): ):
but well, we manage t tahan till 6pm and headed t eat dinner (initially we booked 7pm, but they allow us in). MAJOR SNATCH FOOD PLEASE!!!
and damn!!! ALOT OF VARIETY OF FOODS. sorry i didn't take any photos, was too busy eating. LOL.
i ate lotsa crayfish, and they also have freeflow lobsters, crabs and etc. ALOT PLEASE.
$38.80++ is definitely worth the price man!

CHOCOLATE CAKE DESSERT. DAMN NICE I SWEAR

just look @ the people/crowd!

there's number on it, JUS BOOK IF INTERESTED!

and another thing i really love about Vienna, is their beef is so awesomeeeeee man! they have red wine too! LOL.
ANOTHER GR8T THANG IS, THEY BLOODY HAVE ALOT OF DESSERTS. FLY SIAL ME.
i <3 desserts, i dont know any of u guys know. I LOVE EATING CAKES/ICECREAMS AND ETC. i know it made me fat, but if u wanna eat dessert buffet, and nobody t accompany u. FIND ME! 'M THE BEST CANDIDATE! LOLLLLLLL

okay, so after eating, we paid and left and waited fr my buyer @ Velocity. she was damn late but whatever, i needa meet her cos i wanna the monehhhh. and cos i am alrdy cash-less fyi. ):

okay so 'm gonna end here, and definitely another blogpost up really soon. hehehehe
BYE <3

HAPPY 365 DAYS!

HAPPPPPPIEST 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY, HUNNYBUN! <3

and 've recv my 1st year anniversary pressie from lovely. MY PORORO!!!!! THE PLUSH TOYYYY I WANTED AND BABY PROMISED T GIVE ME! <3

'll blogged more on the exact celebration soooooooon. OMG SO EXCITED FOR DINNER LATER ON. HEHEHEHEHEHEH <3

HAPPY 2012! ;D

HAVE A AWESOME AND BLESSED 2012!!!

MAY GOD BLESS MY FAMILY, MICKY, BOYFRIEND AND FRIENDS STAY AWESOME, HAPPY, HEALTHYYYYYYY! LOTSA LUVS. XOXO

and i was greeted w this text from my boyfriend right on 0:00 1/1/2012. and counting tgt with my family @ home!!! <3 MANY LOVES! definitely have a blessed 2012. <3