i didn't blog for way too long again.... at least way too long fr me. LOL!

my last common test paper - NSIM, was a total disaster, studied alone in th clubrm, after my IS paper that day..
nothing went in, so i jus depend on my remaining brain cells t struggle through th paper....
went in w ekin, and she's sitting infront of me, i can see her playing w her pen and etc, and myself.. was doing th same as well, waited fr th time t pass, and left th lect hall.
regret fr not studying well fr my NSIM, and i srsly hope that i don't repeat any of my modules, including those modules 'm taking th exam paper soon next week. :/

SEP first on monday, followed by IP on tuesday, and Cmath 2 on th following monday...
really hoping that the paper wld be easy, as th weightage is 40%, can't afford t fail though. :/ :/
i onl left w 2 days, and i haven't started studying on anything....

and yes, have been really spending way too much time w baby, and i think we've really neglected our studies, hafta pull up our socks soooon!!!! gotta really mug on sunday fr SEP paper, else i don't know how am i gonna sit fr th paper!!!

hope 1st march wld come quickly, when everybody's exams hv ended alrdy...

will be competing on NTU 7th Institutional Competition again on March 12th, srsly hv no time..
when we now know nothing abt what t compete fr that competition, and will only resume training on 26th Feb, holy shiatzzzzz.

rather looking forward t March, heading t msia w baby, few days after our last paper.. still can't decide whether t go Genting or other part of msia, as baby had ask me earlier on, want go Genting or else where...
*fickled minded*
wld be my first time going overseas w my own boyfee! kinda exciteddddd! :D :D :D :D :D

and i think gym shld resume sooon man, 'm getting fatter! ):

till then....... will blog again :D

'm going t hv two papers later on in school, one @ 830am, and another one @ 2pm.
and jus now, at some point of time, i finally feel th s.t.r.e.s.s alrdy. boooooo! ):

'm still stuck @ chpt 2 memorising th definition fr IS, and 've not touch anything of NSIM.
i needa study tgt w my classmate during th 4 hrs in school before NSIM starts, need t drill everything into my brain mannnn!
i hafta do really well fr NSIM common test, as 've alrdy flunked both my lab test and i hv my equiz on borderline, w ben's help, else only 35% ):
I DON'T WANNA RETAIN ANY MODULE, SRSLY....... ):

'm alrdy in this state when studying fr common test, how abt exams? it wld be even worse?!
bah, i don't wanna think so much........

recv th news of having FYP first instead of study path. me and qx stuck in school fr FYP.
while th rest excluding jasmine all hv their attachment. jasmine had changed her path t study path first alrdy. like mad good only ):

but anyw, lucks fr my two papers later on. JIAYOUUU YJESSICA! :D

later on 'm going t hv my marketing paper @ 5pm, it's like really depressing t hv a paper @ 5pm,
when maybe ppl hv alrdy ended their paper and went out of school alrdy -.-
really wanna get over w all my common tests and exams and forget everything 've studied in year 2.

now, 1.41am.. 'm still stuck @ chpt 2 of my marketing, cos nothing went in, though our lecturer hv alrdy narrow down on jus a few slides fr common test, but still, nothing. went. in.
maybe because 'm still deprive of sleep although 've a full 14 hrs sleep earlier on. wahah!
and also hv tried t study w baby tdy @ yishun's starbucks, but ended up watching him playing parking mania w my itouch. eeeeew, that's so distracting.

fr th past few hrs, what i did was.. facing FB, Twitter till god knows how long....
playing my sudoku, cos i feel that 'm damn smart cos i FINALLY knew how t play w th technique baby taught me.
and lastly, i always been doing: online blogshopping..........

still can't stop this habit of mine, like boohoohoo... hv alrdy bought a top few hrs ago. mad saddening t see my money fly, and also hv again online booked my ftt, cos i failed th 2nd time ytd w 44 marks AGAIN. fuck it!
also applied my pdl ytd, and 25$ gone in my bank. like wthell!!!!
and now, i feel so tempting t get th clutch i aimed so long, but it isn't th color i wanted. BUT TH ONE I AIMED SO LONG YKNOW..... it's like i finally found sth similar t th one i wanted...
and another reason is that, baby said my black clutch look like some old aunty take one, mad depressinggggg. ):

but well, i only wish that 've a 100k so that i cld buy everything that i wanted.
including polaroid camera which i like badly wanted since don't know when.... bahhhhhhhhh!

some random updates i know, cos i don't feel like studying anymore....
imagine later on i woke up and study again, i guess it's a better choice! hah

till then..............................

back t blog (: having a sudden urge t blog about some random thoughts (:
tdy also th end of th CNY long holiday, like still so boredddddddd :/
'm having my FTT tmr, and i doubt 'll pass again, i never touch th book that wt bro lend me till now..
yes i did flip back in 19th jan? and i threw it on my shelf. guess i hafta take out t read thru later on in th night....

supposedly 'm shld be out now w coach's troupe helping out chushi-ing fr cny,
but here i am blogging abt how bored i can be, reason being nobody tell me th time t meet and also 'm having common tests next week.. (that's excuse, cos i knew i won't be studying till like tues? bullshitzzz.)

and also, was reading my own archives since like half an hr ago,
i realise things have change so much. some ppl do grow up, and also ppl do still remain th same...
and clearly 'm aware that when 've grown up in my thinking and also moving on from r/s t another r/s, i tend t neglect my family friends like so much....
HOW MUCH? LIKE THIS FUCKING MUCH!!!! *stretch my arms*
bahhhh, this was like so bad man. ppl say world's coming t an end, and i didn't spare much time w my family.... )':

but anyw, i tend t blog and tweet lotsa stuffs on my boyf(s). like srsly, i knew that myself.. 'm always revolve around them and jus them. that's th reason why.....
i still rmbr few weeks ago,
when i literally drag nyp's troupe training time from 630pm t 8pm fr th sake of going down from yck t jurong, jus t see baby and t pass him lozenges and herbal tea, cos he was sick, and he's having training...
and w shui hua and eunice accompanying me from YCK > Jurong, it's not near...
they cld jolly well not accompanying me over, cos it's none of their business as well, it's my own wish going down.
and i was sticking t baby so badly like a sticky tape after that, till baby told me that, i didn't even realise eunice and shui hua's existence after i met him.
thanks girls, thanks alot <3 <3 <3

and bah, i shld change this bad habit of mine.....................

but at least now, i hv a boyf who doesn't say my good friends are childish (:

and anyw, didnt really celebrate baby's 22nd and our 1st monthsary back 2 days ago,
only went t Amk's Coffeebean, bought a cake and shared, and t his house fr steamboat, fr lunch and dinner.
but well, i do hope he enjoyed it :D :D :D







will blog again, i think this is way too wordy. till then.................

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!

haven't been blogging fr days, too busy... and 'm v into twitter instead of blogger. wahahah!
add me in twitter, u can see me tweet everyday! wahhahah

school hv ended fr all of us, waiting for common tests and exams t be over only.. and we'll be freed from Year 2.
but Year 3 starting way earlier than th rest. i start school on 11th Apr, while th rest w FYP/attachment, starting @ 7th March.
baby hv his attachment also alrdy. booo!!!!

anyw,
meet baby up @ chinatown after my dinner @ home, and meet up w his family @ 11plus.
BABY BOUGHT ME A BALLOON! <3 <3 <3
mad happy like don't know howwww!!! heh

and baby is alrdy on his way now t fetch me over t his house fr CNY alrdy,
and i can't wait fr Reunion dinner w my family on sat!!!! like yayz only! wahahahah

that's all, shld prepare sooon alrdy!!!