hell0szxz, iimmaa backk ferhhszx m0rree bl0qqiinnqqs w0rhhxzx.
okeh, ie can't tahan this type of typings. wtfz. (._____.)
but anw, 've nothing t blog as well. -.-









3rd party? feelings fade?
what's your true reason? why you wanna end this so suddenly?
'm so fucking faithful t you, & you dump me like this.




imyvm, ilyvm still.
can you please return back t me?

do you've t go t th extent of deleting me as friends in friendster?
& what's more, blocking me?

you've move on.
SORRY, but 've not.

you've made me suffer all along, after ending this 13mths+ r/s.
do yknow 've drank becos of you?
do yknow 've ate 'sweet' becos of you?
do yknow 've cry so hard for you every night ie went t sleep?
you don't know at all, bastard.

what's more, ie kept torturing myself with images,
of you holding on t another girl's hand,
of you telling another girl that 3 words,
of you hugging another girl so tightly,
of you sending another girl morning msges,
of you telling another girl you'll not leave her,
who's th one suffering now?

unable t let this r/s go. who's fault?
blame yourself, for letting me luv you so much.

I MISS ALL MY TRU MATES !!!!! ):

Fangi's back tdy in th afternoon! Heipi or heipi? Yay! -.-

Running on Friday,
Sentosa on Sunday!!!!! YAY.
Wtfz, zi high. -.-






But ie miss you even more.
250209, used-t-be our 14th months. )':

Anybody want sitting-at-one-corner with me?! Fuck.


Random posting, BYE!

22ND FEB, SUNDAY
Wake up early, due t my alarm clock is ringing.
Call Uncle up, but he 'HELLO' so loud, until ie accidentally kup. -.-
Wtfz, text him after that.
Supposed meeting up with Uncle, but due t raining. Like zzzzzz.
So our meetup cancelled, sound so sad sial.
I go sit at one corner alrdy lah, wtfz. Laughs. -.- Idiot.

Meetup with Wangwang, Meow & Huihui @ Point after that.
Meow getting sexy liaw worh, wtfz. Chiobu nehzxzxzxzxzxz.
Discussed more on Chalet stuffs.
Met Jeerui & Enning inside Point mac,
& Jeerui was like 'Benjamin coming down liaw leh' in chinese.
Like c'mon, ie was like zzzzzz. ):
Bade goodbye, after he went off.

Went around SKP, Fair Price & Sheng Siong t check up on th price.
Went home after that. (:

Conference with 4girls in th night, wooooo ~

23RD FEB, MONDAY
Supposed t go find work with Lil Lamb.
Lil Lamb don't want work alrdy, ie also lazy go alone.
So went t jio Ah Meow, Ah-Seng & Darius go out.
Met them @ 530pm supposedly, t go jogging.
But Ah-Seng say he not feeling well, so we move on t other plan instead.
He came t Point meet me, sial lah. Power milo sial him.
Down t Mall, 147-ed down t Seng's house.

Pasar Malam first, & then met up with Darius after that.

T Seng's house t drink, due t my emo-ness. (Nah, 'm just jk. -.-)
Ah Meow & Darius drank Breezer with onl fucking 4.8%.
While, Ah-Seng & me drank Vodka with fucking 8%, when 'm not a good drinker.
Ah Meow good drinker leh, wtfz. Should have change with her. -.-

So played Daidee, UNO, Ban Luck.
'm th first t toh. Zzzzzz
Daidee-ed all th way, who lose = drink up 40% alcohol + coke.
I lost 3 times, like wtfz. How can this happen. -.-
Yayness, Ah Meow toh after that. ((((((:

10plus, cab back with Ah Meow & Darius.
Ran back home, cos 'm late meeting Jeerui's Mummy.
Tripped over th stairs, wtfz. Damn nbcb one. -.-

Took JAE Booklet, & passed t Jeerui's mummy under Ben's block.
Chatted with her about those course stuffs.
Pray hard, Jeerui appeal t my course please! Arbo ie no friend sial. -.-
But ie don't think so also, he want Mechanical Engineering sial.
Phoned with Jeerui's mummy more about those course stuffs.

Currently, messaging with Ah-Beng.
Stupid Ah-Beng said he goodfriend with somebody. Wtfz.
How lame sial.







So yah, now bye. -.-
Tmr jogging with 2 of my girls. Woooooo ~

20TH FEB, FRIDAY

Drinking after running is cancelled. Be back t talk more abt it.

Anw, meetup with Catwoman & Ah-Seng over at S'goon,
When Uncle fetch me over, so 'm not veh late. -.-

Train-ed down t Harbourfront, meet Mayi,
& t TRU t visit my friends.
I FINALLY SAW JOYCE, ADAH, AH-BENG & WANDI!
Ah-Beng named Catwoman as 'Ah-Meng'. Nice one, Ah-Beng.
Like after so long, finally finally finally see them liaw. :D

KFC-ed after that, watching that 'couple' eating.

80-ed down t Bugis, t collect his cap.



After that, went over t Spade t buy Ah-Seng's belt.
Ah-Seng must thank me for th 10% discount, cos ie got card leh. HAHAHAHAH.

133-ed down t Amk, supposedly.
But Jeerui send me msg last min, t meet at Sgoon, which is easier.
Have around 45mins, so we alight & walked back t S'goon Interchange.
Took photo of some corrupted road signs otw. Laughs.



Reached S'goon Interchange,
Ah-Seng treated us drinks. :D Thanks Seng!
Me & Catwoman have invented a new name for Ah-Seng, he's Guai Pehpeh as well. -.-
With a tico bin, that scare kids playing scooter outside Point's Mac.
Laughs. Idiot.

Jeerui reached at 6.45pm, pass him everything.
Told him 4 impt things, & ie was thanking him away. (:
& he told me sth, that 'm flying high right now.
But ie think "become cuterrzxzxz" is better than "become preetiierrxzxz" worh. :D
Laughs, idiot.

Bade farewell t Jeerui, & really 've t thank him for everything. (:

101-ed down t Stadium, & we're like nua-ing around at first.
Force th two gays t run minimum 2rounds, which ie dontknow whether they got do it not.
Ran & ran & ran.
Gossip on some stuffs.
Catwoman & me got a BIG SHOCK, & till now, ie haven't recover from it. -.-

Climb out of Stadium's gates, due t that is locked automatically.
When we stayed inside Stadium till 930pm.

Walked down t HGM, packed Mac Student Meal & t other place t eat.
Chatted while eating. A nice day indeed. :D
Due t this, 've given up drinking with them, another day peepszxzxz. (:

72-ed back t Hgpt, & text with Ah-Beng & Uncle.
Reached home @ 12am exactly.

Phoned Uncle & chatted with him.
He & his gong gong voice, wtfz. Make me feel like falling asleep. -.-
After hanging up, Ah-Beng want me call him.
So called him t chat for 1 hour plus, & he damn idiot.
He stupididiotcoconuthead, & he always dance coconanasplit shake. :D
& HE'S SUPER AH-BENG, SUPER AH-GIRL SNR!!!
Ah-Beng loves t bite his toenails, and sitting in one corner.


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You make me fell down, after so much things.
All your fucking promises are all fucking broken.
& you fucking left me, with that gawd damn blardy fuck reason.
Ppl said that, 'm fucking numb for that what you've done t me.
360 degrees changes, yes. I guess 'm really numb alrdy.
Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.
Still rmbr, 'ie reall hate you' ?! Fuck.

Thanks Ah-Beng for always been there for me, since that veh min. (:
You're th best lah, bud. (:
Thanks Cuzzie, for giving me so many opinions, encouragements heh.
Cousins wang sui!
Thanks Jeerui, for all those msges for telling me not t be sad.
Thanks Ah-Seng & Uncle for all encouragements.

Hey guys, thanks so much. 've alrdy trying t put it down.
Where ie fell down, it's where 'm going t stand again.
No point, crying over spilt milk. Move on, Jessica!

Finally, 've recv my Enrollment Package from NYP,
Everything is complicated, throw aside.
& planning t let mummy helping me t settle it. Hohohohohohohoho.

Kla, byez. 'm so noisy in my blog tdy. :b

My superb uncle, repair my desktop,
& now, finally ie can stop using th Macbook. Woooooo ~
Heipi ~ Heipi ~

Anw, parents bought HYDF (Hanadan Final) & Ip Man VCDs back for me.
Funny thing is, ie just told them ONCE, that ie wanna buy it.
& they bought it home for me!!! I LOVE MY PARENTS! :D

It's 5:16am now, 'm not yet asleep. (:
Have been sleeping @ 8am plus in th morng for th past few days. (:
Reason being, 'm watching some Japanese shows. :D
& now, 'm so into Japanese, laughs! -.-

Just watch finish Koizora ytd & just finish 1 Litre of Tears few mins ago.
I think ie can flood my room alrdy,
Tear-ed badly for both of this shows. )':

& ohyes, ie finally started reading on my New Moon,
Although 've bought it few days ago, -.-

'm meeting Lil lamb later in Bugis @ 3pm t get more books! (:
Wondering whether ie can find more nice books t read or not. :/
Heh heh. (:

[edit]

MOF is a nice place t dine in, thanks Lil lamb for recommendations.
Chatted some poly stuffs, adn NP & RP students have recv their enrollment package.
Sadly, NYP haven't yet. Like zzzzz.

Sth happen tonight.
But like what goodfriend have said, no point at all.
Thanks goodfriend, iloveyou t max, you're always there, when ie needed you. :D
Thanks 'Dave', for those sms(es) you send as well. Best lah you.

-

Ugh, ie think my skin corrupted. -.-
'Empty' song, don't know become what nehneh song. Zzzz,
'm changing skin now, wtfz, so leceh. Zzzz.

'm going t watch another show alrdy.
Till then ... ;D

Fangi off for her overseas trip,
Takecares hun (:

Planning of chalet not yet done,
Looking forward to March. (:

Dropping th idea of buying Psp,
I wanna save money t buy more useful stuffs, rather than on my wants.

Jeerui called, saying he's Dearest's boyf.
Adn Jeerui's new name is Dave.
Hi Dave! -.-

So bye.

Haven't been blogging for some time liaw. >.<

Yah, reason being. MY FUCKING COMPUTER BROKE DOWN.
So now, 'm using my sis's lappy t blog. Zzzzzz.
I really hate Macbook, wakao. Don't even know how t use. -.-

So now, 'm waiting for Poly t start, so ie can get my lappy bought. Heh heh. (:

'll just summarise what happen past few days in point forms. (:

10TH FEB, TUESDAY
- Went over t Dearest's house t nua, nothing much.
- Dearest went over t his trainings after that.

11TH FEB, WEDNESDAY
- Did nothing, & nua at home.

12TH FEB, THURSDAY
- Supposed t go out, but cancelled in th end.
- Went over t find Minyee t get some stuffs.
- After that, stay at home, as 'm lazy t go out as well. O.o

13TH FEB, FRIDAY
- Went over t Yck Mrt Stn, t meet some ppl.
- Stadium for running, shagged.
- Hougang Mall t walk around.
- Subscribe t Popular card, bought New Moon. Read finish Twilight. (:

14TH FEB, SATURDAY
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!
May all th couples out there t lastlong heh. {:

Didn't went out with Dearest at all.
Cos, Dearest went for two trainings every Saturday, sian zzzzzz. ):

Well, what can ie do?

'll blog again soon, if possible.
SO BYE! (:

SUNDAY, 8th FEB
Gambled at Lil lamb's house.

Won 17.70$ home, how cool.
Lady luck is at my & lamb's side. (:

Supposed t meet th rest again, after lou hei.
But sadly, due t that they're not going t Ice3,
& Mummy was like, "late liaw leh, don't go. So far, waste bus fare"
So ya, ie didn't join them in th end, sorry! ):

MONDAY, 9th FEB
A trip over t town areas with Justin.

Met him coincidentally in th bus, & we happen t have th same purpose,
& just nice, we're on our own, so we decided t go shopping tgt. (:
Chatted, gossipped about somebody & somebody. -.-
He treated me BK's Sundae Pie, thanks lah, Ah-Beng Ah-Seng.

Managed t get his bermudas @ street.
I swear buying his bermudas is better then buying clothings. Wthell.
Supposed t order th customized cap for Dearest,
Due t cannot get it before Valentine Day, so ie didn't.
But after tapping into th Mrt, ie regretted not ordering it.
& ie need go all th way back t Bugis again t order it. Zzzzz.

Also went over t Bugis Junction, & ie bought an Donald Duck's item.
Heh heh.
Ah-seng was like, "Huh? You really buying ah?", when 'm like at th cashier.
Dumb or dumb sial him?

Over t Heeren t shop around, then t Cathay, & t Wisma.
Went over t Mango, t buy my tanks. & went over t Cotton On.
Didn't have th color ie wanted, so left.

Ah-Seng have been teaching me how t say 'Sigh' properly.
& ie was like, saying 'sai', 'sign' instead.
I think 'm driving him nuts. HAHAHAHHAHA. :x

Ah-Seng trained back from Orchard t Somerset, bodoh. -.-
While ie trained back t Bishan.
Went over t Cotton On, had my shoe tried, but ie didn't buy it.
'm getting Mummy t buy for me instead. :x
Twilight saga are having promotion,
'm going t get my New Moon soon, heeheeheehee {:

Oh yes, just t explain.
Justin = Ah-Seng cos, he call me Ah-lian.
By right, ie should have been calling him Ah-Beng.
But my beloved TRU crew - SHAZWAN, had alrdy had this 'Ah-Beng' title.
So ie shall reserve th title for him FOREVER.
That's why Justin is Ah-Seng. HAHHAHAHAHAHAH.

Who wanna be Ah-Beng II or Ah-Seng II? Hahahahaha. :x

Ok, bye la.
I go play my neopets liaw. -.- &
IIEEX MISHHZXZXZ MAIISZX DEAAARESTT WHORRSZXZ.

"iiex amm veriieezxzx b0riinnggxzxzxz lehhzxzxzxzxz"
Can't help it, but 'm reall veh boring. ):

Gave Dearest a call just now, cos he wanna listen t my voice!!! :DD
& he ask sth really veh funny, that ie go laugh out loud. -.-

Him: Eh, tdy Valentines' Day isit?
Me: Huh? What?
Him: Tdy Valentines' Day ah?
Me: Tdy 7th only leh, Vday your head.
Him: Vday when ah?
Me: NEXT SATURDAY, 14TH FEB!!!!
Him: Xia si wo, ie thought tdy. Sorry sorry lah.
Me: Nbr mind, nbr mind.

I think is his trainings, make him so blur. -.-

HIYA, 'M BORING LAHHHHHHHHH!

Now like 440am alrdy, later 12noon meeting @ S'goon.
Sial lah, ie can't sleep also. ):

I miss my Dearest. ):

I miss my girls too, onl till Thursday, then can see them. Wtf. ):
Friday, 'm going t RUNNING!!!!!!!

I got dinosaur years haven't been running.
I think ie last ran on, before our O Level last paper?
Cos, working @ TRU starts th next day, and so ....

Ya, and so ...
'm like collecting fats in my body alrdy. -.-

Okla, bye.

'm feeling veh down now,
Cos 've NO MONEHHHHHHHHHS !!!! ):
Sial lah, like begger like that. -.-

Ok, back t topic.

Hmm, for th past few days, nothing much happen also. O.o

As for tdy, 070209,
Went over t Kingkong's house for some gambling session.
Lost over 10$ t SEAH WEE TAT!!!! Kp, veh sad leh. )))):
But anw, 'm jus joking. Festive season, yknow! (:

So, ie hadn't been seeing Kingkong for like dinosaur years.
He become ahbengzxzxzxzxzxz alrdy. :x

But anw, tmr would be going t Lil lamb's house! {:
'm so touch that, lil lamb sacrifice her Expo Visit.
Confirm is because of me one lah, right Lil Lamb? ._.

Tmr, ie want eat Suki Sushi leh, brother!!!!! :x
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ohyes, ie hadn't been seeing Dearest like few days alrdy.
Reasons being, he's having trainings from Mon-Sat currently.
Packed with School, SRC, National Trainings. ):
& Sunday(s) is always his doing-homework-day.
Wakao, 'm so damn sian. But as long as he like it.
I can't do anything also heh. O.o

Oh,
Daddy have been coughing recently, hope he gets well real real real soon! (:

'm ending here with a sentence. (:
"MONEY(S), PLEASE DROP DOWN FROM THE SKY FOR ME!!!!!!"
Ok, veh random. -.-

Ah-hah, before ie forget.
HAPPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY T ANNA &
HAPPPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY T DEWEI! (:

Till then ...
'm going Bugis on Monday/Tuesday, who wanna tag me along? (:

Went Dearest's house tdy. (:

Dearest went home early, cos he blarddyyyy have headache for like days(?).
So ie met him early as well. :D

Dearest told me his grandma, just had a minor operation over at th eye there. ):
BUT SHE'S OKAY ALRDY, heehee :D

So went Dearest's house just t sleep & watch don't what HK show.
Quite nice, but yes, ie fell asleep. Zzzzzz.

Before leaving, Dear's grandma gave me red packet!!!!!
Like c'mon, 'm so shock mannnzxzxzxzxz.
Didn't expect it what. WTHELLLLLL ~ 'm so heipi lehzxzxzxzxz.
$$$$$$$$$ !!!! (:

Reached home, sleep AGAIN. -.-

& now, 've nothing t do alrdy. Sian sian sian sian sian. ):

Zzzzz, my hair color had blardyyyy fade alrdy. Wtf.
'm so damn sian, & mummy was like, "Where got? Where got? Nbr fade la."
I want dye again leh, red color can't be seen one. Hoyu cheat my feelingggggggg.
How ie hope, what Catwoman says, really happen leh. Wakao.

Kbye, :D
Is sakae sushi a better choice???

Stayed at home for th whole day. (:
Doing nothing but computer-ed.

Daddy went over t check whether PSP have arrived, but no. (._____.)

Recv my Donald Duck Hp Sticker(?) or whatsoever.
Kind owner, gave me one more as complementary. (:



Out t Dearest's house tmr, so bye. :D

Getting boring nowadays, but ie do enjoy jobless life. :x

So far, many ended up at NP.
And few scattered over some JCs, Poly(s).

Ohyes, sth qiao is going on ~

Cousin know Joyce, Joyce know Cousin.
Wow. Cool.
Singapore is small, ie meant gawddamnblarddy small. -.-

Dearest was drunk ytd night,
Giving me sms(es) that are not supposed t be sent t me. Laughs!
I should be laughing my heads off, if ie would able t go down see him,
As he's walking left & right. Laughs. Dumb you.

[edit]

So ie managed t wake up at 830am, despite sleeping @ 4plus in th morng.
Went t collect sth, & was thinking t went back t sleep after ie reach home.
Sadly, ie onl manage t sleep awhile, but was overslept. -.-

Was late for half an hour.
Met up with rest, & Justin lied t me. Zzzzz.
Well, Ez-link card was now adult fare.
Everytime we tapped out, we'll sure kpkb. Laughs.

Hougang > Bugis > Taka > Far East > Bishan > Home
& fucking bought NOTHING for goodness sake. -.-

Unable t go over t Changi for TRU gathering.
Thousand of sorry t Shazwan. ):
Say until Shazwan, he's appealing t other course.
How sad. ):

& currently, 'm waiting for that poly package t be sent lah.
I want see how it look like leh, wakao.

BYE!