life is as hard as a dick.

so apparently, my followers can see in their timeline, 've been PMS-ing A LOT lately in twitter.
AGAIN 'M SORREHHHH~!!!

so if you're reading this, please don't ASSUME 'm badmouthing you or whatever kay. these ppl 'm talking about ISN'T my followers, n fr god's sake, they DOESN'T EVEN HAVE twitter please.
and 'm not trying t be a bitch here and backstabbed them in my blog, when clearly i know, they DON'T read my blog.
what i blogged, what i tweet, are all on my own accords okay. i jus wanna write/tweet my own personal feelings out, when these are the spaces that i can do. and nobody bothers.
if u THINK 'm fucking sensitive or fucking unreasonable, GET OUT PLEASE SRSLY. nobody forcing u t read.

all these are just one part of the reason why 'm PMS. having projects piling up isn't a joke either.
'M NOT GOING TRAINING THIS THURSDAY, NEITHER IS BABY.
he's busy w his stuffs, n clearly i wanna do finish my own schoolwork, when this is the last semester in school.

and alao, coach won't even come, cos he have OT what. 10 times, he OT 9 times.
sorry, 'm not being as kind and stand in his shoes t think that, he have t earn money, t work n never come coach us. really, if you're busy... don't be a coach then. focus on yr work.

i know i say all this is really really really harsh. cos he's the one who bring NYPLD out t WJ t gain more experience. and definitely, my first LD National Championship cookie are definitely cos he gave me th chance t compete. i won't forget this n really appreciate him a lot. 'm NOT that ungrateful.

but on the other hand, being baby's girlfriend... u can see that he's giving everything out t teach our juniors, and coach never say anything?! not say "thank you"...
and now, the juniors are like... pressuring him over some stuffs, when he doesn't even deserve it?
as a bystander, 'm always not happy about this...
but whenever i brought this up t baby, he would say his stand, and 've my own stand, and i ended up i getting even more pissed, cos he doesn't even understand what 'm trying t portray out.

oh gawd, i jus wanna fucking step down now. ): finish compete every competitions that SUPPOSED t be compete. help those events that are supposed t be help and not fucking be involve in any other events.






nevertheless, i still love the NYPLD last time. but for the current one? i dont know...

2009.

2010.

2011.

till then.... XOXO

'VE A BAD DAY

so my title says it all. and 've been spamming my timeline in twitter. SORRY TO MY FOLLOWERS OK!
不是故意的！！just that 'm really pissed off ttm.

1st. i ordered my stuff online and opted for Registered postage, cos 'm kinda eager t get it asap. the owner PROMISED n GUARANTEED me that i wld receive it within 2-3days, common sense 'm like "okok! thanks 'll transfer NOW".
i xfer on last Sunday, and the owner mailed out on Monday. she dragged till Wednesday then gave me my RA number. so i was like, 'okay lah, nvm... at least i got my RA number, won't get scam". so i happily thinking that i would receive my item on Thursday, or Friday.
till ytd, which is Friday. i check on Singpost tracking website, t see whether have it been delivered. it stated "Item delivered", BUT i didn't receive anything even till Friday's night.
mailed + fb pm the owner, she gave me really slow replies, and it turns out that she wrote her return address @ the front, and my address @ the back. so the postman mailed to the return address instead.
is like are u fucking dumb till u don't even know how t mail out a package? oh gawddddd.
still waiting fr her reply, n 'm gonna t demand sth in return.... what a unpleasant shopping experience.

2nd. today i followed baby back t school for his own troupe training, cos CSK's big day is coming. that's why.
i stayed n fell asleep inside clubroom, n left school after i pass baby back the clubroom key, cos 'm damn tired.
went t the busstop behind school t take Bus 70M, cos 'm damn sleepy + tired t walk all the way t the Interchange.
check Iris, and SG NextBus, and stated that 've t wait 70M for 20mins. so i waited, cos 've got Temple Run to entertain me.
when the bus is @ the previous busstop, I STOOD RIGHT INFRONT OF THE BUSSTOP AND FLAG THE BUS RIGHT INFRONT OF THE BUS DRIVER.
guess what, he turn away n drive off!!! FUCK? damn tell me what's even worse than this?!
no choice, i hafta walk all the way t the interchange and take 72 instead.
first time i go home from school fr more than 1 hr. assh0le man.

3rd. coach too rich... he got so many aeroplane to put. keep putting aeroplane on NYPLD.
his commitment not there alrdy, even alumni says so. it's like for our batch, cos he always OT. ended up baby is the one teaching, and coach still getting his coach fee. my baby? NONE.
who taught all the juniors up? my baby.
who taught all the juniors, on lion head, drums, cymbals? my baby.
who taught me Luo even before coach teach? my baby.
who came down jus to TEACH every thursday no matter rain or shine? my baby.

even speaking about festive drums, coach only teach us like abit? and the rest i WAS TAUGHT by jiji and ah bao way back last year before Cheng San 25th Anniversary, can read here: http://yapjessica.blogspot.com/2010_12_01_archive.html.

so srsly, i think coach really have to know what's happening between HIM and US.
and now, to those juniors, is like, once baby got go training, they don't even care if coach coming or not.
when it SHOULD BE, coach and NOT baby.
and heck it, he don't even know my blog. SO 'M JUST RANTING OKAY.

4th. just when 'm still very PISSED OFF over the first 3 thing above, i receive a message from my junior. saying "coach says, to get his permission before conducting any Training with your external group in the future". because, baby brought his CSK members t school for training, WHEN coach said, it's alright t have training in school, when the big day is coming. and have t inform both him and our current acting president.
baby DID inform him n our acting president. but today, baby train half way and bring them go off, n i receive this type of text message.
so i replied, "huh?" to my junior, and she said "applies to Danny".
SO NOW, DO U FUCKING THINK 'M DANNY? or DO COACH FUCKING THINK THAT 'VE A TROUPE OUTSIDE?!
or U BOTH FUCKING THINK THAT DANNY NEVER INFORM U GUYS ABOUT HIS TRAINING ON SAT IN SCHOOL?! oh just fuckening fuck yrself hard please.
so i jus replied her with "so why is there a need t msg me?", and now she haven't reply me yet.




ALL THREE THINGS are minor things, I FUCKING KNOW IT. and when all came down together, u will know how fucking pissed u can be.

i pray hard there's nothing else t make me pissed off again. BYE.

suffocating

it's week 6 for my school term now, few more weeks t my first term holiday....

guess what!? 'M PANICKING RIGHT NOW ALRDY! T_____T

my first part of Java Enterprise proj due on Week 8, every tuesday, i hafta submit sth fr Smartphone module.

Week 8, 've 2 lab tests... expecting more t come though! 

Week 14, 'm expected t submit Benson's proj (Open-source), n lastly Week 15, submission of ALL projects.

and followed by common tests. TRUST ME, IT'S NOT GONNA BE EASY.

Y AM I PANICKING, ONLY NOW!?!?!?!?!?!?!??! i only left w 2 weeks t do so many things. 

n fucking NYP celebrating 20th Anniversary this year, w SO MANY EVENTS fr all CCA. _|_

later needa go Seletar do welcoming, for the Paddle@Seletar event.

n right @ the start of my term holiday, 've a luminous lion competition coming up, helping Huang Shi as well.

NTU Interschool @ next year March. so i believe my last term of school is gonna be fucking busy w schoolwork n dong dong cheng!!!!! mixed feelings leh!

n on the side note, sissie bought the Mario Jacket few weeks ago from Hongkong n didnt get t buy one fr baby.

and Charles, who happen t be a dong dong cheng friend, willing t help me buy another one cos he's going Hongkong w his troupe the following week. 

just got the jacket from him few days back, tell me where t find sucha a friend!?!?!?!? so steady one. LOLOLOL. THANKS CHARLES!!!!

shall abrupt end now, need t draw up schedule niao. BYE

'M NOT MISSING!

HAHAHAHAH! i didn't blog for a week!!!! too lazy to blog and it's like everyday were so hectic, 've no time t blog!
i finally know how to sync my phone to iTunes, and nope i haven't sync it yet. LOL. 'm jus importing my photos + videos to my computer. LOL.

last friday was 11.11.11, good date huh! but i didn't caught any of 11:11 on my phone or whatever, so oh well... i didnt exactly wish anything on that day.
release from school early n baby n me went for brunch @ Hot Tomato, Somerset 313's outlet. virgin try! so was alright lahhhhh~ hehe

-fast forward-
last Sunday, finally went pak tor w my lovely boy! headed t town and baby promised me my Potato Depot! HAHAHAH.

he's trying t get the best angle for the PD's signboard.

CURRY CHICKEN!

after that, was really gawd damn heavily, so we've got no choice n headed back t school even earlier as planned, to do our undone homework from school in my laptop!
when we reach YCK, the rain is still so freaking heavy. and baby suggested w some really crappy idea n we really DID ended up doing it from YCK Mrt Station t school.
below photos explain what we've done. BUT TELL U WHAT, IT'S FUN OKAY! the ground are wet n cooling! :b

-fast forward-
school have been really hectic this week, projects piling up, labs getting more difficult. trying t cope now. but still... lotsa individual projects, and i don't know which part t start w still! T____T
and most of it hafta submit on Week 8! ):

4 days ago, which is Tuesday, parents bought me a new wardrobe! after moving into this house for like 11 years, I FINALLY HAVE A PROPER WARDROBE! lol. papa n uncle helped me fixed it up n 'm really appreciate them alot! <3 THANK YOU!

NEW WARDROBE!!!! :D

as for Wednesday, supposedly i should be going for a dinner w Qx, SY n Cindy t celebrate QX birthday. n thanks t school's 20th anniversary, all those crap events jus kept coming in. we've got no choice but t accept everything school mgmt wanna us t do, and in th end i put aeroplane on th dinner!!!! ): mad guilty pls.
n i got really irritated w school's 20th anniversary.
srsly it's not a big deal thing. n guess what, next wednesday will be burn off fr the Paddle@Seletar's event. AGAIN FOR THE 20TH ANNIVERSARY.
tell me who isn't fuck up regarding this!? URGGGGG!!!!!

had training on Thursday, n finally 'm gonna leave cymbal aside!!!! learning Luo anytime right now. hehehe ;b
coach came late, so the whole training ended up @ 11pm ++, which is really late as compared t usual.

school ytd, n headed t baby's house after school. cos i gotta meet my buyer @ Gombak mrt stn, so why not just go baby's house t nua!!!! YAY!
n best thing is, UmiSushi have 20% student discount storewide till 430pm, n we paid at 4.29pm. the staffs are more kanchiong than us! hahahaha
headed back t Amk hub for our dinner @ Ichiban Sushi! SUSHI AGAIN I KNOW. we love eating it. bobian one ah!

same phone + same cover! <3
ignore my fugly face please. 

*DROOLS*

went out t Central t walk around, cos Amk Hub is so cold till we can't tahan.
stop @ some accessories shop, as baby wanna buy his hairband w 'teeth' in order fr him t hold on t his really thick hair. HAHAHA. and guess what he finds?

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FAKE BANGS! trying t act like me sial, wanna have bangs! LOL

bought curry puffs home after that. :D

P/S: SORRY FOR THE REALLY BRIEF EVENT ON THE PAST 7 DAYS. it's 130am now, n my eyes are closing. let Micky cheer you up kay!

TILL THEN!!!!! X

mundane life

so 've not been blogging really much, as 'm always in school n nothing special happen. so there's nothing fr me t blog about! ):

for the past week, Monday is a public holiday which explains y i never go school, while Wednesday there's no lesson. so i didn't went school for two daysss!!!!
lessons are as usual, no difference for the rest of the days.

headed out ytd t Hot Tomato to eat brunch w babyluv n walk around @ town. headed back t YCK n took bus back t Ave 8 t meet my sec sch girls. hadn't been seeing them fr real long, i dont know how long. so don't ask me!
and our motive for meeting up, cos Huiling just flew back to SG from Suzhou, and she wanna pass us the gift she bought! ppl who follow me in Instagram should know what she've bought for us. catch up abit n walk home w Lihui after that. :)

MUNDANE LIFE LAH SIAL. next week got birthday celebration, i promise t do a lengthy post kkkk! <3

A belated celebration.

so back 4 days ago, we finally have a belated birthday celebrations for our october babies! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AILEEN AND
AH YUNNNNN! <3