AGAIN 'M SORREHHHH~!!!
so if you're reading this, please don't ASSUME 'm badmouthing you or whatever kay. these ppl 'm talking about ISN'T my followers, n fr god's sake, they DOESN'T EVEN HAVE twitter please.
and 'm not trying t be a bitch here and backstabbed them in my blog, when clearly i know, they DON'T read my blog.
what i blogged, what i tweet, are all on my own accords okay. i jus wanna write/tweet my own personal feelings out, when these are the spaces that i can do. and nobody bothers.
if u THINK 'm fucking sensitive or fucking unreasonable, GET OUT PLEASE SRSLY. nobody forcing u t read.
all these are just one part of the reason why 'm PMS. having projects piling up isn't a joke either.
'M NOT GOING TRAINING THIS THURSDAY, NEITHER IS BABY.
he's busy w his stuffs, n clearly i wanna do finish my own schoolwork, when this is the last semester in school.
and alao, coach won't even come, cos he have OT what. 10 times, he OT 9 times.
sorry, 'm not being as kind and stand in his shoes t think that, he have t earn money, t work n never come coach us. really, if you're busy... don't be a coach then. focus on yr work.
i know i say all this is really really really harsh. cos he's the one who bring NYPLD out t WJ t gain more experience. and definitely, my first LD National Championship cookie are definitely cos he gave me th chance t compete. i won't forget this n really appreciate him a lot. 'm NOT that ungrateful.
but on the other hand, being baby's girlfriend... u can see that he's giving everything out t teach our juniors, and coach never say anything?! not say "thank you"...
and now, the juniors are like... pressuring him over some stuffs, when he doesn't even deserve it?
as a bystander, 'm always not happy about this...
but whenever i brought this up t baby, he would say his stand, and 've my own stand, and i ended up i getting even more pissed, cos he doesn't even understand what 'm trying t portray out.
oh gawd, i jus wanna fucking step down now. ): finish compete every competitions that SUPPOSED t be compete. help those events that are supposed t be help and not fucking be involve in any other events.
nevertheless, i still love the NYPLD last time. but for the current one? i dont know...
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till then.... XOXO
