'm feeling so down.
dont know why..
perhaps, it's all about th thing he tolddd me during afternoon.
OR maybe it's still about InterHouse.
'm a badddd daughter.
ie dont know whads am ie doing.
ie jus felt guilty after ie done it..
ie dont know why ie did tads..
'm jus afraidddd mye dad woulddd know.
sorry papa ! )':
hope goddddd wont let him know or notice anythinggggg.
even id he notice, ie alsoooo will norts admit..
onl Cindy, AhBen, mye gann-korh adn mye beloved partner, Minyee know about mye dirty lil secret.
it's norts a open secret.
ie cannot let anybody know..
feelinggggg so so so stress right now..
'm guilty. hais. ):
friends adn readers..
even id yoos know whads ie have done..
yoos may say me or whads..
ie jus feeling fcukedddd up..
it's norts about relationship, family or friends.
it's jus other things.
dont know why.
'm cravingggg for it, ourt of sudden.
th feelingggg of urge wanteddd me t do it..
sorry papa&mama. ):
