"快乐的背后是伤心； 坚强的背后是寂寞；希望的背后是绝望“。
got this quote while rewatching th lame show - 18 禁不禁. but kinda meaningful right!!!!
anyw, jus being random here... came over t blog while waiting fr my hair t dry + waiting fr my papa t reach home n drive us t Kovan for late lunch. 牛肉面!!!!!!!! hehehe
school starting in less than a week time, n 'm finally heading towards t study path, after all those 830am - 6pm life during FYP n Internship @ Philips.
was praying really hard that i can get into same class w friends w same specialisation as me in Year 3, praying hard t be in the same GSM class w my cliques. praying hard that boyfee n my timetable swee swee won't clash, so that can meet each other after school, praying hard that my timetable won't be so fuck up during the last semester of my poly life.
sad thing, what i pray fr, some did happen, some did not ):
1) 'm not in the same class as QX, major disappointment. but same class w th rest
2) SAME GSM class w my cliques. HARPIIIIIII!
3) boyfee's timetable was swee till dont knw how, only our lunch timing clash, other than that nothing else! :D
4) my timetable not exactly fuck up, w only FOUR schooling days, but THREE days ended @ 6PM!!!! #wtf
4) my timetable not exactly fuck up, w only FOUR schooling days, but THREE days ended @ 6PM!!!! #wtf
n one more thing, th 3 days that i ended @ 6pm, boyfee ended @ 4pm. so this make me damn sian... cos we'll ended up not meeting. i cannot expect him t wait fr me in school for 2 hours doing nth. it's really stupid. :/
but he hafta wait fr me fr dinner in school on Thursday, cos there's training @ 630pm. LOLLLLL!
talk about training... Coach flying off t Australia - Wallaby fr reservist till 3rd November, which also means that... training this Thursday WON'T have him... 29th October out lion t IMH, won't hv him also. everything we gonna ka ki lai liao (hokkien)!!!! lol. hope we'' be doing a very good job... actually no worries also, baby wld be there t lead! lol
okay, tmr there's training... means i can see baby. when tdy MOST PROBABLY 'm not seeing him. cos he said "see first" when i ask him, if he wanted me t find him after i ate lunch w my parents.
anyw... 've been really moody this few days due t some reasons. moodswing like really fast. as fast as rocket.
when 've got nothing t do, i think of the most impossible. think abt this n think abt that. so i always ended up asking n telling baby th weirdest thing, that i cld ever think. like "do you still love me deep deep?", "i need your love one leh" n etc etc etc.
n even some of baby's text, make me emotional fr nothing as well. )':
but oh well... guess i really need t sort out my feelings properly n STOP thinking so much. 'm making myself suffer n getting really emotional fr nothing.
till then.......
