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Monday, June 13, 2011

change of blog url once again... it's more of me right now.. as i wrote in twitter ytd night. u can get my new blog link from my fb's info page, if you can be direct here, U'RE A SMARTASSSSSS! :D hahahahah!

currently done w Therese's data entry on the SLG and CTTN ironing result 2,3 and 4. now helping Iiham translating his excel document, he wanted it by Wednesday, alot of things t translate, ALL IN DIFF LANGUAGE. wow oh wow... lucky there's sth call Google Translator. I HEART DIE GOOGLE LAH! HEHEHEH xD

well, some random thinking led me here t blog. thinking thru what luv had said th past few days...
t leave or not t leave?!

even if my passion is there... even i hv fun juniors t crap around with, having sucha person t take 'control' over us, obviously make me feel like telling her, 'hello? u're not suitable t even be a chairman, what fr using yr rank t control us?'
bah... i can see it's in a disastrous state having someone like u t take over control. but oh well... although it's better than th previous one. but u're obviously not taking care of yr members' welfare. OKAY MEMBERS.
when kenneth don't catch yr drum, what fr scolding him? his hands and fingers hv blister, u still use this type of teaching t force him t learn. u told faye t teach kenneth how t hit th cymbals. BUT FR FUCK? u alrdy make him lose his ego infront of ALL OF US.

not that u're unreasonable or what, but everybody hv it's limit what... i knw u wanna make this cca better, but not using coach as yr 'kao san', when u did sth wrong, dont everytime push yr blame t others.
our drum stands were lost, who u tell? coach and jiji. us? u never even inform us. u never even BOTHER t ask Chinese Orchestra ppl, whether isit w them?

one thing. CHAIRMAN OF CCA, BIG FUCK? only yr cca point is 5 points, while th rest of us is 4 points. NO BIG DEAL.

yes, u can say anything say right infront of yr face. but can u accept not? we know that u can't accept, we all don't wanna hurt yr ego. but IF WE REALLY TELL U, later u scream, and argue back at us? OUR FAULT AGAIN. why bother? u can twist and turn till it's our fault all over again. U'RE FUCKING GOOD AT THIS.

hv told luv that, i wanna leave this cca... cos of all this craps. BUT, i can't bear my juniors, the fun and joy we share and also my passion fr it. like i say, i haven't run dragon. i wanted t run so much...
sometimes i jus hope my passion wasn't even into this... bahhhhhhh.

sorry for all th rants. i hope this is th first and th last post abt it. hehehehe

till then...... 'll blog again w piccas real soooooon! ^^