Regarding my previous blog post, need to clear things up a little.
It's all settled, and nothing serious happen, it's just a reflection post for (emo) me. But no matter what, thanks to all my gfs, be it my secondary school gfs or SIM gfs. Appreciate like how you guys are there, giving me advises and also telling me to be strong. I love you girls, really.
Anyw, less than 2 weeks to first paper, and my P&M still half way there, or maybe less than that. Imagine you going a lot of places to settle down and tried to study, but because of you can't understand a single thing, and there's nobody there to help... BAM!!! IT KILLS THE STUDY MOOD STRAIGHTAWAY. It sucks man really.
So this morning, i headed to school for our last OB revision lesson, there's a lot of theories to study for OB. We're so dead.
Supposedly to meet Clement @ school, cos he wanna teach me P&M, but cos we don't know where to study, so i gave it a miss.
He wanted to meet me over @ school's busstop for idontknowwhat reason, but 74 came, and he hadn't reach, i just hop on and left.
Anyhoo, went to Kovan's MCD to study, like 'm really have the determination to study. But when i reached there, settled down w my Mocha Frappe, 'm stuck @ Chapter 4 tutorial for an hour AGAIN. I really don't know how to progress.
You see... at times like this... i really blame my brain for not be able to absorb things fast, and my skills of learning things are really damn slow. Be it in studies, in lion dance, in everything actually.
And when @ desperate moments, i really wish to text Clement, and made him come down from Simei to Kovan to tutor me, but this is really a selfish decision, and i don't wanna trouble him. So ended up, i packed up and went home to sleep (i didn't sleep and eat ytd night fyi).
Plus the night before, i made Clement slept at 2am + cos of my p&m questions, and we both had 830am lesson today. >< 'm really sorry!!
Gonna crash Clement's lecture on 16th April for last P&M revision, hopefully it helps.
Fingers crossed that 'm able to clear all my papers this semester, i don't wanna repeat anymore modules, and make my parents carry a huge burden.
And also fingers crossed for all my Mid Semester Test results to be good, and also the assignments results to be good.
Will blog again.
Xoxo, YJessica
